| Voyage a Paris. |
[Feb. 15th, 2007|
9:44pm] |
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I leave for Paris tomorrow at fourrr. I will be back on thursday at noooon. I have a lot to do. I'm excited. I love Kerry. My boyfriend is the best. Hopefully no cops will be giving him rides home when I am gone. Sorry to everyone who is involved in the crazy drama. I hope it works out for you. JB and CF do not have sex. It's wicked funny. I'll see you all soon.
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| Future Plans.. |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|
4:57pm] |
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Feburary 1st: Two Months... MOET
Feburary 3-5: Stowe [Free]
Feburary 10th: Happy Eighteen [Old Friend]
Feburary 14th: V-Day... more MOET
Feburary 16th: Paris [Par-IE]
March 2-4: Canada
March 10-11: Western MA
April 16th: Barcelona
April 28th: Wedding [ ;-) ]
Summer 2007: Italy/ Ireland/ Road Trip
I'm feeling optimistic towards my life experience level rising after all of this..
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| Oh, it's what you do to me. |
[Dec. 18th, 2006|
4:37pm] |
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most ridiculous weekend ever. i've completely lost control of everything in my life.
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| A Movie Life For Me.. |
[Dec. 3rd, 2006|
7:22pm] |
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Friday/Saturday
Go to work at 5pm.
Get there and find a present wrapped in red paper with a bow and a note that says "DON'T OPEN UNTIL AFTER WORK!"
So, of course, I open it to peek, but it's only a brown cardboard box.
I finally open the box at 9:17pm.
Contents include:
[I ate the second X symbol]
[Train station a.k.a. place of our first kiss.]
I get to the train station at 10:16pm [a little early] and wait in my car.
Then make a call and realize I'm supposed to get out of my car.
I walk up to the area to get onto the train and see some boy on a bench with a gutair.
" I want to know your plans and how involved in them I am.
When I go to sleep for good will I be forgiven?
And If you want roses you can go buy a bouquet.
If that just won't cut it, well what can I say?
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do. That's what you do.
I want to know your fears, from your feet to the back of your ears.
When they raise the landing gear will your heart stay here?
If you could forgive me for being [a brat], well you...
you could hit me or whip me, I'd savor each lash.
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do.
No more fighting.
This is only a waste of our time
'cause soon we'll be leaving.
Will this strength still be mine?
I'll look out for you 'til I die, 'til I rot.
I'll remember you 'til I die, until I rot.
You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
'Cause that's what you do."
And then we finally went to sleep around 4am.
Next morning get a bagel and tea/coffee.
Drive home to find an early christmas present.. a new cell phone! [complete with a new number... 978-476-6890.]
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| A While's Worth.. |
[Nov. 23rd, 2006|
12:28pm] |
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| Event | Experience | | Turkey Trot | Chilly/Fun: There were two men [one dressed up as a turkey, the other dressed up as a pilgrim with a giant gun] who ran the "trot," and when it was over, we saw them drinking bud light from the trunk of their car. It was an early Thanksgiving morning... 7:32 am. | | Wet Seal | Goofy: "I" went shopping for flirty-fit pants at Wet Seal. | | Guitar Hero | Ridiculous: The boys are really good at it, minus a select few. I suck, but Martha's pretty good. It consumes our daily/nightly activities. | | Stranger Than Fiction | Quiet: It wasn't what we were expected. It was kind of depressing. | | Starbucks | Warm: My hand slipped in the car before we went in. | | Borat [1st time] | Outrageous: Lots of laughs, lots of naked foreign men, lots of good popcorn, and lots of people that I know. | | Borat [2nd time] | Less Funny: I went with Thomas and his friend from the University of Colorado. We had some good talks. | | Marblehead on Sunday night | Rebellious: I miss my cousins, and I love when we almost light houses on fire because of slow reaction time.
| Purple Onion on Half Day
| Relaxing: I went with Sarah, Emma, and Liza. Sarah found a hair in her wrap, so they made her another one and gave her a free brownie.
| Color Day
| Insane: Jamie sat with the juniors, and we tooled on everyone and supported Pentucket. There were lots of crayons.
| Mrs. Hart
| Accomplished: She returned my painting, [I left it at the school over the summer and thought I lost it] and we talked about AP and an independent study for next year.
| Field Trip
| Better Than School: Katie, Matt, Amanda, and I went to the Berklee Performance Center. We had a break, and we walked around on Newbury Street.
| Last Week
| "Senioritis": Didn't go to school because of Veteran's Day on Friday. Monday was a full day. Tuesday I went for one period of a half day. Wednesday I got dismissed at 11. Thursday I had a half day. Friday I went on the field trip.
| Natick Mall
| Far Away: We went on a half day [Thursday.] I bought a shirt for fifty dollars, and two of the buttons fell off the next day. There was a crazy sushi lady.
| | Shaw's | Lame: Lots of familiar faces. Not fun.
| Kitty Litter/Food
| Upsetting: Another day in the confusing life of Anne Cleary.
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| Cool Kidddd. |
[Nov. 6th, 2006|
9:35pm] |
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everything is pissing me off right now. just thought everyone should be updated.
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| A New Month. |
[Nov. 1st, 2006|
3:10pm] |
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Octobre a fini. Even though October is usually my favorite month, this October my mind flew out of my ears and splattered all over my favorite things. I haven't updated because I am the most indecisive person on the face of the earth (exaggeration.) Basically, I have no idea what I'm doing or where my life is heading, so I didn't feel the need to let everyone know my thoughts every day - partly because I don't know what my thoughts are and partly because my thoughts are weird and they wouldn't make sense to anyone outside of my head. Field hockey a fini. It was a good time. I'm excited to get to go home after school. It takes a lot of pressure off my long days. School sucks. I do all my homework in school, and I am not trying hard to learn information. I just want to get it done. I have a million stories because so much happens every day. I have mixed feelings about some of the people around me (don't think that I'm talking about you because I love my friends.) I want to shoot myself in History because it's boring. I might like it more if I could contribute to the conversation (a.k.a. I would have to actually read Foner..) Mr. Ruland [English teacher (dressed up as a priest for Halloween)] was not in school today. I got a lot done using his class as a study. I am an idiot and left my phone off. I only got pink and orange starbursts. Thanks. I proof-read an essay for a college application. It was about me. I was a jerk about it. Sorry. I need to find my permit, so I can get my ear pierced.
Phrase of my junior year = "My life sucks."
It doesn't really suck, but it's my attempt at comic relief. In conclusion, I'm not going to college, I'm quitting all my sports, I'm stealing trash from the homeless, I'm a lesbian, I'm going to ruin the environment with littering, I'm going to put on three hundred and ninety two pounds, and I'm hoping to get run over by a Hershey's truck*. November, it's not hard to impress me after October.
*ironic because chocolate (my comfort food) will eventually end up killing me.
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| My Mini Road Trip. |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|
7:36pm] |
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Yesterdayyyyyyyyyy I had to pick Erica's mattress up at her parent's house and drive it to her apartment in Alston (part of Boston.) She drove her car with Graham, and I drove my hippie bus with Max. We left at 5:30 after field hockey (I scored a goal today :-D ) and dropped it off in Alston. I supervised the mattress moving. Nice job team. When we went to leave, Erica said "Take a left at the Hess station." We get to the Hess station (I was just finishing a story about how I played left wing in a game and messed everyone up because I went to the right by accident), and I took a left. A cop started yelling at us because the left (it was really a left, I swear) was a one way street. COOL! Then we get lost and end up at BC. Uhh what? Then we end up at Max's sister's college. We went into her dorm (it was a mess), and she gave us directions to get home. I dropped Max off at his car in Newburyport and got home at 11.
Today I got dismissed at 8:30 for a five minute orthodontist appointment and went back to school at 12. It was awesome. I have to write an essay. Bummer.
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| School. |
[Sep. 3rd, 2006|
10:05am] |
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So. I hate school. Field Hockey is frustrating. I have lots of new clothes. I love skinny jeans. I won't be seeing much of lj/myspace anymore. School takes over my life. I seriously hate it already after the first two days. I'm looking forward to my birthday (October 2nd.) I'm going to miss Blake. I'm going to miss my "summer friends." I want a pony and a coffee. The rainy weather reflects my mood.
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[Aug. 19th, 2006|
12:05am] |
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Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi
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Anne "Ghandi" Cleary
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Born October 2, 1869
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Born October 2, 1989
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We both show skin, wear glasses, and roam the streets with no fear. I also read the newspaper and am self-conscious of my ears.
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[Aug. 16th, 2006|
12:16pm] |
Schedule for next year...
YR French 3
S1 Photo 1
S2 Painting 2
S2 World Foods
Q1 Phys. Ed.
Q2 Health
YR Chemistry
YR Algebra 2
YR H1 English
YR AP History
I have photo and painting avec Taylor and painting avec Taylor et Kendra. English avec Hannah. Algebra avec Kendra. French avec Katie. Anyone else?
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| Since My Return.. |
[Aug. 16th, 2006|
12:55am] |
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For the past few days I have been having fun.
Have a wonderful evening.
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| Drama. |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|
12:12am] |
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Today, August 5th, 2006, probably had the most ups and downs that a day has ever had in my life before. I'm not going to believe anything anybody says to me anymore. Everyone is two faced and I've had enough of getting upset because of things that may not even be true. Every single one of my friends has their own problems to deal with. Everyone has so many problems. I'm sorry that your life sucks, and I'm trying to listen and help you along the best that I can. Maybe you could return the favor? Just maybeeeee you could be like "hey Anne! let me hear everything that's upsetting you at this point in your life." instead of "hey Anne! everything sucks for me."
Not that I hate listening to your problems. I want you to feel good. It's just the sucky part of summer right now. All the summer flings are ending, as much as nobody wants to admit that it was just a "summer fling." School is getting closer, and people are starting to get sick of each other. This has happened so many times that I predicted it, and I am handling all this shit that's being thrown at me with more grace than anyone around me because I've been waiting for it.
I'm sticking to my theory of never getting attached. It just doesn't work in high school. Am I that bad? Why does everyone feel the need for someone else when they're with me? Whatever. This isn't a journal entry looking for sympathy. I just want everyone to be aware of this part of summer. I just want my fucking bracelet back.
I leave for Montana in approximately 5 hours for a week. I need a vacation from all this bull shit. When I come back, I'm just going to focus on all this school work I still have to do. There will be no focus on guys when I get back, so I guess it's good that you have a spare because I'm finished.
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| HAPPY ANNEEE. |
[Aug. 1st, 2006|
11:56pm] |
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SORRY that I have been updating every two seconds. I just need to share my giddy-ness with everyone. I'll make it quick:
Tonight, we saw two shooting stars on the beach. It was cute. I like this as much as everyone else doesn't. I think I deserve something good.
Have a good night. I love you all.
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|
11:11am] |
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I just went to sleep to the worst conversation, and I just woke up to the best phone call.
ahh :-)
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| Shoutouts man. |
[Aug. 1st, 2006|
1:00am] |
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What a wonderful night to start off August. Sorry to PJ for putting up with me; thanks to Max, Risto, Blake, and Will for being the shit. Love you guys. Thanks to Tyler for uhh making me happy. Thanks to Alex and Devon for being sexy. Thanks to Andy for explaining something to me that the rest of my friends decided to keep a secret from me. Thanks to Taylor for being one of the most honest people I have ever met. Thanks to irony for fucking everything up. Thanks to the even balance between good and bad in life. Thanks to the good that comes after the bad. Thanks to the girl who kissed my boyfriend. Thanks to the results of that cheating disaster. Thanks to my job and the people that I work with. Thanks to the imax theater getting struck by lightning. Thanks to the complementary tickets they gave us because they give me more time with a cool kid. Thanks for fucking awesome text messages. Thanks to Lauren for making a good friend very happy. Thanks to Risto for trying to introduce me when I was distracted. Thanks to Cody for going to Montana. Thanks to my cousin's fake ID. Thanks to Mike's house being the place to cheat at. Thanks to the walls that I build. Thanks to the 27th being the day we broke up instead of the day we broke in. Thanks to whoever reads this and thinks I just said too much about my problems. Thanks to livejournal for letting me vent. Thanks.
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